It was an unexpected opportunity. Seemed perfect. We met the
thirteen young girls from the Tiga Runggu area who wanted to learn to weave.
They are pupils of an enthusiastic teacher, Betrik Derfita, who has been
encouraging them. The girls have agreed to learn from their mothers and
grandmothers at home, which is good because they will learn in the traditional
manner. Donors to our Weaving Centre in Simalungun supported the search for
weaving equipment for them to work on. It was fitting, therefore, to invite the
young aspirants to the Weaving Centre (some 5 km. or so away from their school)
to let them know that it is theirs too.
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The novices -in a post by MJA Nashir |
My team grew excited at the prospect of welcoming them. Mas
MJA Nashir designed and printed three banners to herald their arrival. Lasma
purchased corn and cassava for them to nibble on. I made sure there were enough
mugs to serve up the drinks (we try to avoid plastic bottles). And when the day dawned (May 21), we all assembled at the Weaving Centre to greet the young
women. It made sense to invite elderly former weavers from the village, too, as
we truly want them to feel at home at the Centre and share their knowledge.
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Poster by MJA Nashir - the elderly weaver is one of the teachers |
Ma Dirita received a special invitation and she came. She
was the first person I had met in the village some 31 years ago, a weaver of
the 'bulang' textile. Indirectly, it was due to her that I located the Weaving
Centre in Nagori Tongah; it was through her that I met Lasma. It was
appropriate to honour her and when I said my words of welcome, I credited her with
being the beginning of all that has ensued.
When it came time to open the floor for all present,
Ma Dirita (now Ompu Vanesia) took advantage of the opportunity. She spoke in a
loud voice telling about her weaving experiences. Attending this ceremony awakened
memories of years of utter and dire misery for her. She went on and on,
repeating and repeating herself, like she was reliving a trauma.
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Ma Dirita explained her miserable associations
with weaving. Photo by Manguji Nababan |
"I was never paid enough for my work; the going was
always tough and it only got tougher. I had my head down for years, day in day
out, counting yarns and working as fast as I could. It was hard on every part
of me. The market was dismal but I was dependent on it, condemned to make my
living this way. I never taught weaving to my daughters. Only when we started
to grow coffee and make bread for sale did our lives become better. Weaving was
misery."
At least, that was what I picked up. She spoke in Simalungun
and I wasn't absolutely sure I was understanding all of her words correctly. Ma
Dirita means "Mother of Suffering" and I remember thinking that I was
learning why she had selected that name for her child. It could not have been easy for her to be in the
midst of a celebration to welcome new young weavers.
The room received her words in silence. Eventually someone
tried to lighten the mood and then we moved on. Other women also had
something to say -- but nobody contradicted Ma Dirita.
I don't know the impact of Ma Dirita / Ompung Vanesia's
words on the aspiring weavers. I do regret not thinking faster on my feet, not
trusting that I understood what she had said. The next day I was still thinking
about the moment and wishing I had responded. This is what I would have liked
to have said.
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Photo by Erlina Pardede |
"Thank you, Ompung Vanesia, for sharing your
experiences. They illustrate why weaving has died out. In the decades when you
were a weaver, craft was not valued. If it was ever honoured as the loving and skilful
labour of the goddess, those times were no longer even a faded memory when you wove.
Your work was drudgery and you were completely dependent on the meagre income that
it provided for your ailing husband and your hungry young children. What a
curse, to be dependent on a heavy job that paid so badly. Luckily you had that
source of income, or you would have ended up on the street. But really the word
'luck' is hardly the right one. You were trapped: very damned if you wove and only
slightly, but terrifyingly more damned if you did not.
"Weaving was once a Batak women's art. Yes, art, not
just laborious task. The ancient textiles reveal that weavers delighted in
their art. They experimented. They incorporated novelties. They took pride in their
textiles and vied with each other to make the best. They made textiles of high
quality and the variety of embellishments made the work excitingly dynamic. Why/how
did it become drudgery? Why did the artistry disappear? You remember working as
hard as possible to meet the deadline of the next market -- no time to
experiment. Express your creativity? You could more easily have flown to the
moon. Weaving was just a repetitive punishment for the body, erosion of the
spirit for returns that would make a person cry if they weren't in terror of
not getting even that pittance to take them through the next meal. And the
price paid for a finished textile was going down; fellow villagers couldn't
afford to buy ritual textiles. The semi-mechanized weaving mills in Siantar had
started up and people were choosing to buy from them because the goods were
cheaper. It was a vicious race to the bottom.
"Now nobody in your area can 'afford' to weave anymore.
All of the weavers in your generation have been pushed out of the market. You
were weaving at a time when the opportunity to eke out even the most meagre
living was slipping away like sand between your fingers. Your appreciation for
the art slipped away with it.
"You must have come to our meeting with mixed feelings,
pleased on the one hand to be invited to greet the aspiring young weavers but, on
the other hand, feeling obliged to warn them of the less than rosy truth. You did
your duty and shared that truth -- and also your grief. "
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Photo courtesy Manguji Nababan |
I wonder how the novice weavers accommodated your words. It was
important for them to know about Ma Dirita's suffering -- and Heaven knows, it
was not the first time they had heard such a
tale. All are from poor
families. What they experience on the day to day is not for the faint of heart.
I should have continued by addressing the novices directly:
"I hope that our activities at the Weaving Centre will have
the power to help Ma Dirita live more comfortably with her past. Our vision is
transformative. We do not want to subject any of you to the misery that Ompu
Vanesia had to endure. At this Weaving Centre we want to re-create the
opportunity for weavers to express their creativity in a comfortable, safe
physical environment. The only way that can occur is if the market is able to
support them. Aside from helping you leap the hurdles to achieve a top quality
product (find the equipment and the right yarn, the right instruction), our
challenge is to make and find the appropriate markets. We want to put the
humanity back into the work and reveal that it once had a sacred character. This
can be re-instilled. Weaving can once again become a source of pride and joy. "
That was the intent of our little reception for the young
women. We sang their praises and celebrated their courage. Each of those
young women will have to come to terms with the reality that Ma Derita/Ompu
Venezia presented. If they choose to continue as weavers, they will have to do their bit to transform it. Ma Dirita's experience does not represent the 'revival' we seek.